Chapter 16.

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 The emptiness will haunt you.


Perhaps you are looking for something to fill the void. Maybe you are still exploring. Let's not take this seriously. It sucks to have these thoughts. But it is what it is. My younger days are over. I get tired easily. Haha. Let me reconsider such thoughts. It might not be worth my time.


Once were realms of vibrant dreams,
Now haunted by their hollow schemes,
A tapestry of vanished light,
Fading whispers lost to the flight.


Enlighten me.


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