Chapter 18.

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 Home sweet home.


"I want to go home. 
Not the place but the feeling." 

Where do I run to when home doesn't feel like home anymore?

They say that abandonment is a wound that never heals. 
I say that an abandoned child never forgets.

It feels like I'm exiled from my own family. I was, but I came back and I shouldn't have.

Why? I want a normal life like others.
Why is being happy such a difficult thing?

Has anyone ever cared about my mental health?


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I was not expecting any readers,

So many thoughts to pen down.

The fear of opening up to someone is insanely scary.
Motives and judgmental.
Could stab you in the back, too.
Or am I just overthinking?




Tough times never last, but this is taking too long, period.




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