Chapter 88: More Than My Heart Could Take
Still Not Ready to Forgive The same hurt, again Yesterday’s talk brought everything back up. I didn’t know we were going to talk about Storm. After that particular night, I thought I should keep quiet and try to forgive slowly. But the conversation made the hurt feel fresh all over again. I still can’t forget what happened that one night. It broke my heart, but I felt that keeping quiet was the best thing to do. Right now, I just feel numb. I don’t know what to say or what I’m supposed to feel. I only know that it still hurts, and I need time. Maybe one day I’ll feel differently. But for now, I’m allowed to still be hurt. I don’t have to force forgiveness before I’m ready.