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FIFA WORLD CUP 2024 SGP 1 - 3 THAILAND Tuesday, 11 June 2024 Loooooooooooonnggggggg overdue post. Managed to watch the match with 2 good friends while helping to do laundry haha! Watching Korea vs China at the same time. Thoughts? A for effort! My solid opinion. Why? The goalkeeper saved many times and it was pleasant to watch. The lions team effort was better when I did not have expectations. Thanks to Ikhsan Fandi for scoring a goal despite the loss. PS; That bicycle kick from Ilhan Fandi is a disgrace. And, and, kudos to Safuwan B. for the great defense. I was hoping for a win no doubt! Perhaps, next time. 😜 Quote of the day: Try again.

  Piece of work. I was not born with a silver spoon. Hence, responsibilities start kicking in as early as secondary school days. I remember starting my first job as an ice cream seller. Door to door.   (Iykyk)  I was fourteen. It was during the fasting month. I fasted the whole day and didn't get to break my fast close to 9pm. My dad called me and was worried sick. I told him not to worry and that I was okay. He felt really bad that I was working. I should be enjoying life in school instead of worrying about money. But I know I had to help. It was an area that I was unfamiliar with, Clementi. Thankful enough that I can converse in basic Mandarin. You will understand my statement when I explain it further. It was a rental flat that I was deployed to and most did not own a refrigerator. One word to describe: Difficult. I thought of ditching the job but persevered for another 2-3 shifts. I was paid daily, at the end of my shift. That is when I realised what "working" meant.

FIFA WORLD CUP 2024 SGP 0 - 7 S.KOREA Thursday,6 June 2024 It is my first time posting about my favourite sport, soccer! I managed to watch the live match on television in the second half of the game. The score was 0-2. I thought for a second that maybe Singapore would be able to catch up on the scoreboard. Let's be honest here, as much as having the pride of a Singaporean, with all due respect, the sport is not a hundred percent invested. I am not siding nor creating reasons for the loss but truth prevails.  As I was watching the match, I kinda find it was like a "friendly match" or "training" feel. The ball possession was on the opposing team. Our goalie is a mature man and the vibe that I am getting is that he gave up after the fourth goal. Well, at least the Lions tried their best. In contrast to the winning team, Son Heung-min and his team played well! Well done Captain! 👏 It was really a good team play and everyone can see that. One word to describe: Resp

A Burden For Life. I kid you not. The thought of carrying a duty and being responsible for your whole life is not a joke. A horrific start, sleepless nights, and infinite time. Living seemed useless. Technically, it's like my world is crumbling down. All the efforts I have built seem worthless. It literally felt like a cut through my heart. A throbbing pain, a total mental breakdown. That is when I shut all of my doors. No matter how I tried to be optimistic, I still felt the baggage. To top it off, I don't have anyone to share it with. Even if I had one, I was full of insecurities and afraid of being judged. I cut all ties with what I called once "my blood". I pushed people away. No one dared to reach out and offer aid. I remembered being delusional. I almost went crazy. At times, I was laughing at one moment and then crying historically at another. This is real. I was diagnosed with depression. On the contrary, I wouldn't say that time heals all wounds. Is it re

A New Beginning. Expect the unexpected. The years that I have wasted on earth made me depressed and the thoughts of giving up in life felt surreal. Sleepless nights, slitting my wrist felt like a norm thing to do. Never too afraid of standing at the edge of a high-rise building. My world was spinning at night, injecting bad stuff into the body. Those were the days I was not proud of. I felt disgusted. In return, there is hope. You know there's a saying "After every storm there's a rainbow". Indeed, it came true. I was at my lowest point in life. A kind soul enlightened me with a glimpse of hope. The effort. Those who stick with you through good and bad times are indeed the ones who really care.  It is a challenge when adapting to a new safe space. It takes time to change. Many years passed, yet the ones who stay are truly reliable.  Let's make life a fruitful experience. Let's create memories. Let's unleash the beast in you! 😹 May the underlying intention

This is where it all begins. I guessed you never knew that in life, everything is possible. As cliche as it is, here I am brainstorming a fresh new start to my blog. A little introduction about myself; I'm at the age where you appreciate the little things in life. A very private person where walls are built as a prevention of my insecurities.  Truth be told, my past experience was not a pleasant journey. I am for who I am today for all the great life lessons.  There are things in life that can't be undone. It's a pity, isn't it? Everything just makes sense as to why we crossed paths in the first place, and why they left eventually. I may not have the luxury of what we call "friends" but I am just as glad with the ones around me. A small circle of friends suffices me. Fast forward, life has been hectic. I took a big leap of change and left it to faith. I am extremely overjoyed by the decisions I've made thus far. For someone who is pessimistic, I deserve a